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Awesome Videos on YouTube November 21, 2009
Some basic Korean vocabulary for adoptive parents:
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=mapleoaks4#p/u/8/V-XYT5WtpPU
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=mapleoaks4#p/u/7/637bw9D1nT8
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=mapleoaks4#p/u/6/RxOrTg4swb4
Second hand pregnancy November 15, 2009
One of my best friends is currently pregnant with her first baby, and she is due in May (around the same time we are hoping to receive our referral).
Since my baby will come ready made, so to speak, I really have not thought much about pregnancy and fetus development beyond potential health problems our child might have.
While I am attending waiting parents meetings, reading about attachment, and learning about Korea, she is going to doctor’s appointments, reading “What to Expect When You’re Expecting”, and learning about her growing baby. And I am learning all kinds of things about pregnancy and how babies develop, which I would have never known otherwise. Like how fetuses are covered in fuzz and pee in the mom’s womb. Those may have been bits of knowledge that I could’ve lived without, but it’s really cool for me to experience pregnancy “second hand” because after all, our baby developed in its first mom’s womb and its life did not start as a 9 month old (or however old it may be at that time) when it comes home.
It is great to be on the path to motherhood at the same time, and while our paths to get there are different, in the end we’ll still have many of the same joys and worries.
In the meantime, I will enjoy unpasteurized cheese, salami, and cocktails!
One year ago today November 15, 2009
On November 15th of last year, we spent the day at our adoption agency for our pre-adoption class. How can it have been a year already?
We were a mixed crowd, with three couples pursuing international adoption, and three couples in the domestic adoption program. Some of us already had children at home, others would be waiting for their first child. One couple was actually expecting their first child through birth at that time.
What stayed with me, even after a year, is the amazing experience of realizing that adoption feels like the right way to build our family. This event is also when I learned to always bring tissues to adoption events. Our group discussed issues of fertility (or rather lack thereof), race, raising a child from a different culture, and incorporating the first family into our lives, and at some point or another every woman in the room was in tears.
The most important part of the day were our speakers. They included a first mother who made an adoption plan for her daughter (for an open adoption), an adoptee who is now in reunion with her first family, and adoptive parents who brought their son home from Korea a few months earlier. Especially having the birth mother and adoptee there to speak to us was such an important experience. When in real life would we ever be able to ask such personal questions and actually have them answered?
Unfortunately we lost touch with most of the couples, but I did meet a good friend that day who is also waiting for her child from Korea. I do know that one of the couples in the domestic program was matched with their son this year and I am so happy for them.
Where is God in all of this? November 13, 2009
Do I dare discuss religion?
Many adoptive parents believe that it was God who gave them the miracle of their child, and many times when the wait seems to become unbearable, advice and consolation such as “God’s timing is perfect” is given.
But shouldn’t God have given our child’s birth parents the miracle of raising their child, and shouldn’t God have made the timing perfect for this child’s biological parents? Why should His timing be perfect for us but not them?
I really have a hard time with the notion that God meant this child to grow up with us as their parents. Surely He did not mean for a birth mother to go through so much pain and anguish so I could experience the joy of parenting her child. How can He plan for one woman to have to make such a difficult choice and a child to experience so much loss?
I am struggling with wrapping my head around the concept that this is how things were meant to be, for all that are involved. And I certainly do not agree with those AP’s who believe that this child was created just for them.
I have always believed that things in my life have happened for a reason, and it’s been an amazing ride. And while I can embrace that adoption is a miracle in my life, my heart breaks for this unknown woman who will go through a loss I cannot even begin to imagine, and I currently fail to see how this pregnancy could have happened for a reason that will ultimately lead her to a place of happiness.
We’re two months into our official wait! November 8, 2009
Not that I’m counting ….
Going by the current averages for our agency we’re only 4-6 months away from our referral! That’s assuming that we will fall into that average time span, which I am certainly hoping! I know there’s nothing for granted in international adoption and that timeframes change on a whimsy, but it’s good to feel like we are making some progress here. Hopefully we’ll have the little one home next fall! I’m already so excited about travelling to Korea and it sounds like late summer/fall would be a beautiful time to go.
While we’re waiting… November 1, 2009
Waiting. Is that a synonym for adoption? It sure seems like it is! There’s the wait to wait, the wait for referral, and then the wait for travel. Oh yeah, and then the wait until finalization. That’s a lot of waiting!
In an effort to do something useful with the time, we’ve thought long and hard about the things we need to or want to do now, before the little one comes home.
1. Weekends away!
We both love to travel, and we might not be travelling for a while once we add baby to the family. We started with a night at a B&B in Charlottesville, which was FABULOUS. We’re also planning on a night in NYC before Christmas (or at least a day).
2. Home improvement
This sounds so much better in theory. We’re decked out with home improvement books and have a list of things we’d love to do with our home, but as it turns out, it is taking us 2 whole days just to recaulk our shower. Maybe this isn’t our forte!?
3. Photography
I finally want to learn more about taking pictures! I love to snap photos, but am the most impatient person in the world. I have vowed to learn the ins-and-outs of my camera before we go to Korea so I can shoot incredible pictures.
4. Back to learning Korean
So it’s been a while since our Korean class and unfortunately it seems as if we’ve forgotten most of it. Hubby brought home Korean CD’s from the library and that’s what we’re listening to during our commutes. Something will stick!
I’d love to join another class, but there doesn’t seem to be much close to home.
I’m pretty sure that this list will continue to grow.
Speaking of waiting, this weekend my heart goes out to all Eastern families who found out that their travel will be delayed for several months. Instead of the typical 3-5 month wait after referral to bring their children home, they are now facing a wait that may take up to 8 -9 months after referral.
OK, so I am caving. October 12, 2009
I really didn’t want to buy anything until we got a referral. Since I am the only woman on the planet who hates shopping, that really shouldn’t be that hard to do. Or so I thought. It turns out that baby stuff may be the one thing I actually enjoy buying. We’re holding off on stuff like clothes until we know who our child is, but are keeping our eyes out for good deals on the bigger stuff. With this being our first child, we have literally nothing, and aren’t even sure of what we need. So if we come across things that we love and that are reasonably priced, we’ll just buy them.
I did start a mini-shopping spree on Amazon and ordered some books. This child better like books as much as we do! 
P.S.: We’re already a month into our wait!
Why I envy pregnant women October 11, 2009
Here’s why I envy pregnant women:
1. They have to wait only 9 months from conception to holding that baby in their arms.
2. They have a growing belly to prove to the world (and themselves) that they are going to have a child.
3. Everywhere they go, they are the center of attention (see #2)
4. They have a due date!
5. They don’t have to defend their love for their unborn child.
6. They have their own parking spots.
7. What great excuse for leaving work early!
8. Paid maternity leave.
Alison Larkin is coming to town! September 12, 2009
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We saw Alison Larkin during an adoption conference earlier this year and thought she was brilliant. I am so excited that she will be back in the area this year and we will definitely see her!
To find out if she is coming to your neck of the woods, check her website: http://www.alisonlarkin.com/appearances.htm
She is absolutely fabulous and a must see!
Her book, The English American, is a great read. (No, I am not getting a cut of the profits, I am just a fan).
